4ward or B8ward

We've been moving from one to another various places thru out our journey,just to reach the far end destination. Pattern of movement ,wether forward or even backward is crucial leading the way from gone astray.
Going forward characterizes achievement, no doubt. As opposed to it, moving backward indicates lose. However this doesn't totally work that way as wisely stepping back a little creates big momentum clearing the way to move even further.
So far,nothing has been impressive enuf physically,materially or socially (spiritually..never talk ,even worse!). As it seemed as a stagnant pattern, neither forward nor backward,blurring the ray of achievement to be seen.
Deciding and choosing the pattern alone is really as hard as facing it. Too much of holding back, procrastination and reserving from taking step ahead made the nerves gone numb. The implication, it isn't worthwile unless something got to do to fix this. Something must be utilized at the optimum level because sadly it has never been there yet.
4ward or b8ward,just pick it,left to God decides how it goes. Wether 4ward or b8ward,as long as within His boundary.